Physically detached from the familiar
The comfortable, the habituated…
The sights and sounds of an increasingly
cosmopolitan city,
The materialism, the indulgence in luxury,
The engagement of lives in the city, family,
friends,
Thus fades to a corner of my consciousness
The surroundings of the strange, of the
unfamiliar take over;
Away from the cleanliness, away from order,
Into chaos, into dust, flies, people of other
clothing,
Salwars of all colours draped by women on the streets
I become the Stranger, the one whose peoples
gaze are on.
The orient faced, strangely clothed female,
In the
midst of traffic chaos, people transiting,
Beggars and children spot me quickly and ask
for alms.
Scenes from documentary channels become real
before my eyes.
Over packed buses with men hanging out of the
doors,
Buses with cracked wind shields,
Bus conductors going around collecting bus fare,
Buses that existed in my childhood but no
longer more,
I became the very passenger in the bus.
A passenger of overcrowded public vehicles;
Sitting by the ledge or on the laps of other girls
on such journeys
Gripping tightly onto whatever I could,
Stabilizing the swaying of the creaky old bus
Unfinished buildings, rocky paths,
Cows on the roads, cow dung here and there,
I dodge
and watch my path.
Countless power cuts day and night,
Learning to make do without lights and
internet;
Showering in the dark with only a torchlight.
Sitting out under a tree, on a rock drinking
chai and chit-chatting
Sitting by the road side chilling with
classmates and friends,
Lying on the lawn listening to lectures about the
world
Walking through old school buildings since the 1970s
Un-barricaded 3-storey rooftops with piles of wrecked furniture at the corners
Classrooms with chalk boards, dusters and ceiling fans
Walking back to hostel daily on a rocky dirt
road,
Smelling the scent of the peppermint plants and
eucalyptus trees,
Seeing beautiful birds and peacocks strutting
by,
Flying
ducks in a V-shaped formation,
Black
bats hovering the evening sky
Sneaking a hand-hold
Getting chai from the hut under
the giant tree along the way,
Chai and samosas cooked on firewood
6 rupees a shot glass, sitting with the rest on road sides and make-do benches,
Feeding
mosquitoes, patting dogs, chatting the evening away
In life, we lose some, we gain some.
We lost in the race in the pace of the concrete
jungle
But gained
a glimpse into another facet of the world